April 2009 | Akta Vendetta

When its decided..

I may not be a decisive person. There are a lot of things to be considered I suppose. I always tend to count all these little issues and details.

Inconclusive.Inconsistant.

Sometimes I can be unassure of things. Maybe Im the type of person that needs certainty,security,and planning.

yes, I'm boring. Typical. Nothing special.

Im not too good at gambling. Hence, I dont gamble. Tried. Tried. Tried. Failed. Learned my lesson well.

I found it hard to choose. So I rather not choose. Rather not rush in making any decisions. Wait. Give it a little time.

Pro-choice or Pro-Life?

I dont know what I want. And yes, I keep comparing. A lot.

But when I have decided..And I mean finally decided..

Then there's no turning back. I would give my all,my everything.

And yes, I have decided.

Used to be..now not anymore..

We used to be best friends,
But now were falling apart.
Not quite sure how it happened,
But now it's just hurting the heart.

We told each other everything,
One story at a time.
Then one day it suddenly changed,
You were with 'him' half the time.

You said you didn't like him,
All this time, you see.
So why now change your mind?
Could this really be?
Am I really losing a friend that's been like a "cousin" to me?

I feel like I can't talk to you the same,
Cause if I tell you one secret, I might be at blame.

So this is the end.
I'm not quite sure what to do.
But know matter what,
I'll always be here for you.

Upcoming!

Disebalik earth hour - APA KATA KORANG???

Pada mlm 28 Mac yg lalu,lebih kurang pukul 8.30 mlm hingga 9.30 mlm,seluruh dunia bergelap seketika selama hampir 1 jam untuk menunjukkan tanda sokongan kepada Earth Hour.

Earth Hour juga dikatakan sebagai 'stepping stone' untuk memulakan kempen mengurangkan Global Warming.Antara negara yg begitu bersemangat mempromosikan Earth Hour ialah AS,UK,Rusia dan negara2 Eropah.

Tanpa kita sedari bahawa negara2 ini lah yg menjadi penyumbang terbesar kepada Global Warming.Dengan ujian persenjataan mereka,sektor perindustrian yg sangat mencemarkan dan penggunaan tenaga nuklear yg berleluasa.

Apakah sebenarnya yg tersirat disebalik Earth Hour ini?Adakah langkah awal untuk mengurangkan Global Warming?

Kta lihat masyarakat Msia khusunya Melayu-Islam begitu teruja dengan kempen ini.Bagi aku,Earth Hour ini tidak mendatangkan kesan yg mantap.Ini hanya satu perencanaan yg dilakukan oleh pihak Barat yg mahu menunjukkan bahawa mereka telah menguasai mentaliti masyarakat Islam khususnya.

Adakah dengan menutup atau memutuskan bekalan elektrik untuk 1 jam sudah cukup untuk menjadi 'stepping stone' kepada pengurangan Global Warming? Jika nak dibandingkan dengan segala kerosakan dan kemusnahan yg dilakukan akibat peperangan.nuklear dan perindustrian..

Ulamak2 besar juga tidak menunjukkan tanda menyokong Earth Hour.Jadi masyarakat Islam khususnya jangan terlalu cepat terpengaruh dengan perencanaan Barat yg akan menggunakan pelbagai medium untuk menguasai mentaliti masayarakat Islam khususnya.

Our Standards

Saw the news today..

Some idiots in the East Coast thinks that they're England Football hooligans..

This is our standard of football..

Pathethic..

A quote from my friend..

"sebelum kita nak jadi professional, pemikiran kene professional du

Cursive - I Couldnt Love You Anymore

Love may be man-made
But it must exist
It's what you want the most
And most resist
Love's polluted
No, no, it's pure
It's convoluted
One thing I could say for sure
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore

It's a game of fetch
We'll never win
You throw me out
It brings us back
You throw me out again
Loves an affliction
No, it's a cure
It's a contradiction that harms and heals
Adores and abhors
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore

Love is a tantrum
Love is an interlude
Love is an instinct
Not now, dear, I'm not in the mood anymore

No, no, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

It's no big deal
It's not worth losing sleep
You over-analyze
The simplest things
Love's what you take
But can never give
Love's what you hate
You'll never figure out what it's for
I couldn't love you anymore

I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore
I couldn't love you anymore

Suffocation Kills Hope..Brings Heartache..

I dont know whats wrong. And I bet you dont know too. That is all that I've been thinking about since like forever. Maybe that just it. The end of it all. Maybe at the moment Im writing this, thinking of the things we had, you were thinking about something else, and enjoying other company. Maybe to you this is all a big joke. Maybe to me all of this is a big joke too. But it aint funny anymore so i decided to leave the show.

A Will Remains In The Ashes

Lastly, we stare at the sky and praise the will.
Reconciliations lying sprawled one on top of the other.
Action gets ahead of us.
Keep believing without realizing a long gone shadow.
Hide a voicless word I saved yesterday
And lose track of it.

Time goes on treasuring the fact in my mind
That your pain has gone.
Grief repeats one way or the other,
Leave the door open with high thoughts.
Damage the present memories.
It stretches a complex maze.
Stray into it, pause for a moment,
And trace its shape deeply.

A heart embeaces the courage and stops secretly.
It forgets the times. Fall asleep within the sound.
Leaving us behind.

A face of darkness is so peaceful. We got a little envious of it.
I reflect my thoughts and prayed for my pain to stop.
I became naught for a will remains in the ashes.
My heart moves and gets high. My eyes freeze on.
My heart avoids the truth and the eyes.
And now the words echo. They were spelled by scraping my life.
Now the voice I kept screaming crossing my mind.
Cry only once and now I desperately ride on time.
Divided and found, I saw the end.
The answer I tell by ceasing.
Farewell is incomplete.
Believe and doubt.
The the beginning starts.

Hasta La Victoria Siempre!

Bila ramai berani la..

Back up diri masing2..

hanya kuat bila berada di kelompok rakan-rakan sendiri..

Pernah berani berdiri sendiri?

Apabila sunyi?

Seorang diri?

Tanpa diawasi?

Tunjuk belang..Takut kecundang..

Aku yang berdiri sendiri..

Terlalu mengerti erti berdikari?

Taktik perang gerila..

Serang,lari,sembunyi..

Akan ku tumpaskan satu persatu..

Musuh berkepala batu..

Andai kau ku ketemu..

Biar kita beradu..

Dengan hujah dan ilmu..

Fuck you!!!

Mineral - Slower

It's been so long since I've been by myself
And I need this more than you will ever know
People like you and me never felt the breeze
People like you and me will never know the easy way

I scream into the wind and laugh
As the words slap me in hte face
I would gladly trade a lifetime of convenience
For and honest day or two

It's just not the same when you're staring
Into a perfect golden sunset
And thinking about how you sold your soul
To send the rain away

It's been so long since I've stood on my two feet
I'd really rather lay here and pretend
But people like you and me never get that peace
It comes from denying that everything is so screwed up
It's so screwed up

I stand on a building and throw up my arms to the sky
I swallow my pride and admit
That it's not always best to understand the reason why

It's just not the same when you wake up in the morning
With a smile on your face
When you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better
To make it better

Mineral - Take The Picture Now

There are blue skies in my dreams
And laughter that seems unending
There are green grass fields there
And happiness and hope for tomorrow

My cup is full and my heart
Spills awkward and embarrasing blood
Onto white golden streets
And I am unashamed of the stains my steps leave

Tears stream down my cheeks
Only to meet their redeemer and be wiped away
And there is joy