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Coping With Changes

Everything I know is about to change..Me,myself and I..the people around me, the environment, the society, family, friends..These things will always happen..Changes..long before we were born...long after we are dead..there are still cahnges..Human being has live in this kind of situation since Adam & Eve..and yet some of us find it hard to cope with changes..and why is that?

Been thinking bout this a lot lately..and i do mean A LOT..Just cant embrace changes..its hard..its supposed to happen, but not during the time that im not ready...yet..just...yet..not..ready...yet..(((silent scream..frustration)))

things dont work like they used to..songs dont make you feel like you used to..pets grew old and die..you grew thin to fat..candles burn bright then blow out..paintings on walls fade away..some of it is dramatic than the others..

cant handle those less dramatic ones..it feels just like cancer..eating you from the inside slowly..rotting..dying..slowly..bit by bit..atoms by atoms..i would really appreciate one big blow than this..

"It's better to burn out than to fade away" - Kurt Donald Cobain
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Suddenly

"hanya tuhan ku berserah"
"pada siapa aku mengadu pada dirimu" - P.Ramlee

splat on the ceiling
shaping a tear
unhappy with the slightest stain on your soul
flooded with choices
you narrow your way
so people will love you
some people you'll see

i've been waiting patiently
dreaming for the day to come
i've been trying endlessly
searching for the remedy

the zeros are laughing
romance was a thing
unhappy to be first again
i don't know
no malice of forethought
a genius rhyme
you know when you're lucky
when you're in a band

i've been in the fog too long
dreaming of the day to come
i've been trying endlessly
searching for the remedy

i've been waiting patiently
dreaming for the day to come
i've been trying endlessly
searching for the remedy

"pada siapa aku mengadu pada dirimu"
"hatiku sedih bercampur pilu" - P.Ramlee

i've been waiting patiently
dreaming for the day to come
i've been trying endlessly
searching for the remedy

i've been in the fog too long
dreaming of the day to come
i've been trying endlessly
searching for the remedy

searching for the remedy

"hanya hidupku gelisah" - P.Ramlee

catching on to suddenly

"hanya tuhan ku berserah" - P.Ramlee

catching on to suddenly

i've been acting weirdly, catching on to..
suddenly.

i've been acting weirdly
catching on to..
suddenly.

i've been acting weirdly
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