Loner

The word “lonely” describes a human state or feeling involving isolation, or the feeling of disconnection with others, etc. Why you’re feeling lonely? Why am I feeling lonely? The reason differs from each individual. Some feels lonely because they don’t have a life partner, a soul mate. Some feels lonely because they have lost their loved ones. Some feels lonely because they choose to be. This is a common feeling shared by millions of people, perhaps billion, or even trillions around the world. Thus, the way individuals deal with it also varies. Some seek refuge in calm, quiet places of escape. Some would just make themselves busy with daily chores or an extra item in their daily organizer.

The real meaning of loneliness and being lonely is subject to one’s views and opinion. This feeling can’t be judge by other individual upon others. For example, you know that Carlos is single. You see him as a lonely person. U judged him from the outside but the truth is he’s not even close to being a lonely person. He has his dreams to look forward to, his “things” that he does, he still has his parents, and he feels that he doesn’t need a company. He’s doing just fine.

You failed to judge how he’s feeling and you can’t even try to judge what he’s feeling. What I’m trying to say is, being lonely or to seek for loneliness is “freedom”. Freedom from being connected with others.

Sometimes, I feel like I want to be lonely, even though the fact that I’m not. It sort of gives me a quick plunge into the water, away from the heat of the burning pirate ship. I know I would never survive the rough sea without clinging onto something. I know I have to swim back towards the burning ship, grab a piece of wood plank and hang on to it.

Loneliness is a feeling, a kind of freedom and it is a choice.

Please understand.

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What Have I Done? My Anger

Artist: Caliban
Song: Storm Of Rage

Walls collapse onto me,

I ride the storm of rage

a mistake became a chain – reaction and the reflection falls upon me
it's time for change,

understanding and faith are what friends are about,

but on every corner disappointment

(is waiting, every wall would have understood me better),

I am cold.

I stand alone and all that remains is the hope for help,

the anger is strong and threatens to destroy me,

because what was will never be again,

too much has happened and the mind becomes dull,

it is the tragedy of time,

a sea of tears for grief,

but from the shadows of my tears,

of my past,

you come and give me your hand,

tame my anger

my tears fade and together we fight as friend

together we fight as friend for (the) time.

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Impak Maksima The Musical

Yesterday, I went to watch the “Impak Maksima The Musical” show at Istana Budaya. At first I was very reluctant, but since my gf asked me to give it a shot, I give it a go. Plus, her lil brother + birthday boy + game freak (way to go bro!!!) wanted to lend my PSP for a few days. It’s been a while since I last saw him. And, her cousin Wawa, which scored 5A’s in her UPSR result, also tags along. So, this is kind of a treat for them and I wanna be apart of it!!hee..

So anyway, I left my house in Klang at about 7:50 with 34 missed calls on my phone (sorry FHJ,I wuz at the gym n left my phone at home!!) and it was raining like mad. I reached IB at 8:40 p.m, ran out from the parking lot to the main entrance, partially drenched, and I entered the main hall just after they finished playing the national anthem. Lucky me!

FHJ with Wawa & O.J

A little info about the show, IMTM as u know is a movie hit (ye ke?) at d local cinema. Cite pasal drifting (mainly), dan diselang-selikan dengan adengan poyo remaja bercinta dan kehidupan kolej yang KURANG logic. Just imagine a college student cum drift king? Tipu sgt kot? They are a few of college boys yg bawak Nissan Skyline GTR 34 RB26DETT ke kolej, tp show off je uhh. Mane ade yg drift pon. Huhu. Plus, adengan sebelom race yg sgt tak leh blah. Tetibe je kat atas jalan ade DJ tgh spin lagu, pastu crew b-boy mane tah battle kat situ, dan aweks poyo menari mcm tgh stone ectasy kt tengah2 jalan dgn mengenakan pakaian yg amat stylo sesuai utk pg ke Grammy Award. Dan balak-balak drifter pon pkai baggy pants, baju stylo dgn bling-bling and rambut yg dah siap setting.

Senarai tak logik :

1) College students do drift, but mostly that I know is with an old school Toyota Corolla GL, an upgraded engine of Corolla Levin 4AGE 16 Valve TVIS or 4AGE 20 Valve Quad Throttle Twin Cam.

2) Kt dunia ni byk org kaye, tp xde lagi yg saye jumpe yg sanggup membaraikan Nissan Skyline GTR 34 RB26DETT milik sendiri untuk setup ke kolej dan drift, tanpa mendapat sponsor dari mana2 syarikat. Sape tak syg Skyline beb!!!

3) Most of B-Boys and Hip Hoppers don’t mix with drifters / racers. Kalau tak, kt Sepang Drag battle dah lame le sebelom start ade DJ spin lagu dgn breakdancing. Duhh!

4) Awek2 yang teman bf masing2 g drift / drag selalunya tak pakai mcm nak g clubbing, atau menari kat tgh jalan. Sepanjang gua hidop kat K.L ni, xpenah lagi gua tgk hot babe pakai sexy2 menari tgh2 jalan mcm org gile. (nk tiru Tokyo Drift konon).Saye selalu tgk Ah Fai, drifter sebenar dlm Impak Maksima, founder club drift Angle D5 beraksi di dunia nyata kat USJ n local drifting event. Xde plak dia pakai bling, full cap dgn baju FUBU berseluar baggy utk drift.

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And the list goes on lah. Malas nak tulis, banyak perkara-perkara tahyul dalam arena drift tempatan. So basically, plot citer dier mcm ni. Ade this one guy, called DK (drift-king, tiru name mamat dlm Tokyo Drift lagi) with his 3 buddies, yang kononnya merupakan drifter sejati, xmahu belajar, menghabiskan duit mak bapak kat kolej swasta tempatan yg stylo habis macam gi blaja kat Massachusets Institue Of Technology. Pastu, nak dijadikan citer, this DK guy got his main rival in drifting, which is Ray. They owiz compete against each other to be the “DK” of the streets lah. Then in DK’s college life, he met with this new freshie which supposed to be so hot and tempting.

Nak dijadikan cite lagi pulak, typical Malay movie flirting plot, Ika dislikes DK at the beginning and this madafaka try everything he can to win her heart lah. The, the hero gets the girl only to ofund out that Ika is Ray’s sister (mmg dah agak pon kan?). So, Ray being a good brother, always watch over Ika, and found out she’s been seeing DK for a few times. Pastu, abang marah. Abang ajak BF adik race, BF adik ego, tak nak mengalah dgn bakal abang ipar.

Last skali, BF adik accident, kojol. Abang dgn machonya mcm gangster masok balai, adik menangis teresak2 dgn kematian BF (mcm dia tahu je kat mane finishing line & kat mane kete BF dia akan berenti setelah terbabas. Tah2 dia sendiri yang tarok minyak kat jalan kasi licin sehingga menyebabkan Nissan Skyline GTR 34 RB26DETT milik Bfnye shred to pieces. Tamat. And we as an audienced suppose to feel sad bout it rite?

The KopiCat Cafe

This IMTM is co-produced by Excellent Picture, Istana Budaya and Global Network Entertainment Sdn Bhd. Menampilkan kombinasi aktor original (mcm yg dlm cite) dgn actor baru (I think bcoz sape yg blakon dlm movie xsemestinya pandai blakon theatre kot) such as Awal Ashaari, Jue Aziz and Dynaz Mokhtar, among others. It is co-directed by Zulhuzaimi, with Cat Farish (owner KopiCat Café, yang papan iklan kedainya tergantung lame gile mase kat atas stage, mase scene ‘lepak2 sementara tunggu GAME’ satu cara mempromosikan kedai barangkali?) and Belalang as the music director and choreographer respectively.

So, the opening of the show is not as good as the last time I went to IB to watch “The King and I”. The music was played minus one using CD, not live orchestra. I was never a big fan of musical movie (Oh God please have mercy on me!) but one movie came to my attention is “Sweeney Todd” starring Johnny Depp (ur the man, dude!!) and directed by Tim Burton (gua x suke Nightmare Before Christmas beb..xtau apehal)..Movie tu mmg gothic ahh..Abg angkat gua lak blakon..perghh!! Emo + Gothic + The Dark Side Of London!heh..

Err.. Ok.. Getting back to IMTM, they have this nicely choreograph dance moves mase opening tu but to my eye, it lacked drama, as in dramatic. Bile tgk opening dia punya dance moves, kita rase mcm..’Ooo..Ok2..’ instead of “perghh..gile siott!!!”…Then, as the intro were about to finish, baru ahh I get my “perghh..gile siott!!!” feeling. The stage, which looked like a normal stage at first, suddenly started moving! N it reall moved!! They have this ‘laser’ kindda thingy which make the stage looks like a track circuit. The the wall at the back of the stage suddenly rise upwards, and then the next wall, and the next wall..Mase tu rase mcm, “luasnye stage nihh!!!”..Its like the stage back wall extend backwards smp mcm boleh accommodate like another 4 or 5 stages.Huu.Giler. I did a lil search on the net & this is wut I found out :

The theatre. Can't take photos during the show :(

“On how he plans to present the action scenes on a limited space on the stage, Ahmad Idham said the matter has been sorted out with Istana Budaya’s management.

“We have come up with a solution. However, I can’t dwell much on the details as we want it to be a surprise for everyone,” said Idham, excited with his latest project.

About RM50,000 would be spent to produce a high end stage for IMTM.

“Looking at Impak Maksima, we agree that it will need a wider space to run its action scenes.

The amount that we will spend will also include installing safety measures for the new stage,” said Juhari.

“We don’t think the expense is going to be a waste because the stage can be used again in the future if the need arises for other productions.

I believe it’s a good investment for Istana Budaya and will be a boost for the local theatre industry,” he said.

And there you have it. No wonder I didn’t see any of these “stage tricks” before since it was installed prior to IMTM. One of my favourite part was when Ah Fai wat ‘donut’ kat atas stage. Maklumlah. Atas stage je kot? Xleh nak Feinto Drift. Heh!! And yes I do agree, this will certainly be a boost for the local theatre industry. Sgt2 boost. Not Overboost. Kalau dh overboost, nnt head terangkat, block pecah, intercooler leaking, last skali salin enjin baru sebijik kat kdai potong Jalan Kapar, Klang. Huhu.

Floor Fever Crew

The dance teams for IMTM deserve a 5 star for peformance. Sape eh? Ermm..ade this Istana Budaya Dancers, Floor Fever (familiar faces that you might've seen at various shows. Most of them dance for some of KL's big hip hop acts) , and Impak Dancers. So, it strongly recommend for theatre beginners to go and see the show, lagipon tiket murah je, RM20. But buy the RM50 one lah if you want to see it bests. IMTM is scheduled to be staged from Nov 11 to 22 at Panggung Sari Ista na, Istana Budaya. So, don’t miss up on this. Sekian laporan saye.

Hero Saye Duduk Di Sebelah kiri : Ah Fai

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"Immigrant Supremacy?"

Saye tertarik untuk menulis artikel di dalam Bahasa Melayu (bukan Bahasa Malaysia?) setelah membaca blog rakan saye, Encik Joe Max dari Kuning dan Oren. Ia mengingatkan saya kepada hasil penulisan ketika zaman persekolahan (selain dari penulisan ilmiah). Ini adalah percubaan berani mati saya dalam mengketengahkan isu yang hangat diperkatakan sekarang, iaitu “Ketuanan Melayu”. Mungkin setelah membaca artikel ini, ada diantara anda yang akan terus melabel saya sebagai seorang “racist”.

Izinkan saya memberi pandangan dari sudut kaca mata anak kelahiran Petaling Jaya ini. Mungkin saya adalah “racist”, tetapi saya tidak bersifat perkauman. Bagaimanakah yang saya maksudkan dengan demikian? Saya tidak mahu untuk menindas, menafikan hak, atau berharap dilayan dengan cara lain yang lebih istimewa dari kaum-kaum lain di Malaysia. Istilah ‘racist’ yang saya maksudkan adalah, dengan situasi saya, anak kelahiran Petaling Jaya, berbangsa Melayu dan beragama Islam.

Saya tidak memilih untuk lahir sebagai seorang Melayu, menetap di Malaysia. Ini adalah saya sebelum saya dilahirkan dan dengan ini saya berbangga menjadi seorang Melayu. Siapakah yang akan berkata bahawa mereka tidak berbangga dengan siapa diri mereka dan keturunan mereka? Apakah bezanya saya berketurunan Melayu berbangga dengan siapa saya, dengan orang-orang India/Cina di India/China berbangga dengan siapa diri mereka? Berbangga untuk menghidupkan tradisi dan adat resam masing-masing. Tidak salah bukan?

Namun dari sudut pandangan saya, isu ini telah dilihat dari perspektif berbeda masyarakat neo-merdeka. Berbangga menjadi seorang Melayu bermaksud menindas kaum lain dengan hak-hak istimewa bumiputra, menyekat kebebasan kaum lain untuk menuturkan bahasa ibunda, menidakkan hak kaum2 lain di Malaysia untuk hidup secara saksama dan setaraf dengan kaum Melayu. Tidak lupa juga, menjadi seorang Melayu adalah satu kelebihan di saat kita ingin melanjutkan pelajaran ke menara gading IPTA. Tidak begitu? Jikalau begitu hebat dan bagus lahir menjadi anak Melayu, dan keputusan itu boleh dipilih sebelum anda keluar darri perut ibu,siapa yang tidak mahu menjadi “Melayu”? Betul?

Tetapi hakikatnya kehidupan bukan sebegitu. Kita dijadikan unik diantara satu sama lain, berbeza kulit, rambut, hati dan pemikiran. Manusia adalah unik. Sehingga kini, dari pengalaman langsung hidup saya, walaupun saya sedar dengan pepatah 'pelanduk dua serupa’, tetapi saya masih tidak pernah melihat dengan mata kasar bahawa terdapat dua orang manusia yang sama, walaupun kembar seiras. Jadi, sudah tentu tiada salahnya jika kita berbangga menjadi diri kita sebenar, bukan? Scenario yang dilihat pada masa kini seolah-olah secara tiba-tiba, timbul banyak perasaan benci kepada kaum yang saya dilahirkan dengan ini. Mengapa?

Isu Ketuanan Melayu atau “Malay Supremacy” sering dibangkitkan ketika ini, seolah-olah mahu meniupkan api kemarahan saudara-saudara saya. Apakah masalahnya? Apa penyebabnya? Maka dengan ini, perbincangan saya alihkan kepada senario politikal setempat.

Maafkan saya, mungkin ada di antara anda yang tidak memahami petikan ayat di dalam penulisan saya ini. Mungkin kerana ada diantara anda yang tidak pentingkan pelajaran Bahasa Melayu (bukan Bahasa Malaysia?) kerana menganggap pelajaran bahasa ibunda masing-masing adalah lebih penting? Tak begitu? Untuk tidak mahu pembaca melabelkan saya sebagai seorang “racist” typical yang menindas hak-hak kaum lain, dan enggan berkompromi, saya dengan ini menulis di dalam Bahasa Inggeris (maafkan saya, saya tidak berpendidikan bahasa Mandarin, Telegu, Hakka, Hokkien, Kantonis, Tamil, Malayalam).

“Ketuanan Melayu” is only a new thing being politicized. It is surely not “Malay Supremacy” as been made out to be when the phrase is translated into English. My personal thoughts & views (correct me if I’m wrong), ‘Ketuanan Melayu” refers to the fact that we have the Raja-Raja Melayu institution as first recognized by the British colonialists eventhough the Sultan’s then were mere figureheads responsible only for agama dan adat istiadat Melayu. It also entails the recognition of Malay language and culture as the core values of “Budaya Malaysia” which is being nurtured.

The Sultanates and the Malay States were given recognition, as the British could not do away with it when they tried through Malayan Union in 1948 that resulted in resurgence of move for independence by the Malays. There was recognition also that these are Malay states as their name denote then with the Chinese and Indians being immigrants brought in by the British to work on their tin mines and rubber estates as well as the railways and telegraph. The Chinese and Indians were not politicized then and had not considered Malaya as their country.

It was only when independence was being agitated by UMNO after 1948 were the position of the immigrant races were being considered and then granted citizenship wholesale under the ‘jus soli’ principle. I don’t think there is any other country in the world, which had been so generous as to grant easy citizenship to about 1million immigrants with the attendent rights.

Articles 152 and 153 of the constitution on the special position of the Malays and the position of Bahasa Melayu (bukan Bahasa Malaysia?) were then accepted into the constitution as a quid pro co-arrangement. As a consequent of that the non-Malays cannot now ask for the revocation of the special Malay rights and the position of Bahasa Melayu (bukan Bahasa Malaysia?). Our mistake then was to allow for the continuation of the Chinese and Tamil schools but we have now to live with it. I think this concession is the biggest single factor that has created schism between the Malays and the non-Malays and why there could never be a melting pot in this country; the Chinese and Indians will continue to consider themselves as Chinese and Indians. Unlike in the US where all the later day immigrants accept the Anglo-Saxon values and language and tried to conform with that.

Unfortunately, the new neo-merdeka generation of non-Malays look at their being citizens as their right for equal status and so now question the special Malay position. They also do a lot of things to undermine Bahasa Melayu (bukan Bahasa Malaysia?) taking advantage of the fact that English is now being given importance – as it should – but without compromising on the position of Bahasa Melayu (bukan bahasa Malaysia?) That is why what Gerakan and the DAP did over road signs and the MCA banner (at its recent general assembly) being only in Mandarin and English is an affront to the sanctity of BM as a national and official language.

Saya tidak mahu untuk menindas (ikut perlembagaan), menafikan hak (ikut perlembagaan), atau berharap dilayan dengan cara lain yang lebih istimewa dari kaum-kaum lain di Malaysia (ikut perlembagaan). Ianya tertakluk kepada perlembagaan, yang selebihnya, tidak ditentukan oleh saya, bukan?

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Stop Animal Cruelty!

The nature of relationship between human and animals is very complex. For decades we have known, they are one of our sources of food; livestock, scientific research material, friend etc. This relationship is a highly EMOtive topic, which has stimulated passionate pleas worldwide for a reconsideration of our attitudes towards and treatment of other animal species.

In Islam, Muslims are encouraged to treat animals with compassion and not to abuse them. The animals and all the creation also praises Allah, even if this praise is not expressed in human language.

Judaism teaches that we are forbidden to be cruel to animals and that we must treat them with compassion. Perhaps the Jewish attitude toward animals is best summarized by the statement in Proverbs 12:10, "The righteous person regards the life of his animal”.

In Christianity, Jesus is described as "The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world." John 1:29. Jesus identified Himself with all the innocent animals who had been sacrificed for the sins of mankind and declared that His was the final sacrifice. Jesus abolished animal sacrifices and so Christianity has always rejected the need for further bloodshed of animals (Hebrews 9:12, 26).

In Buddhism, Buddhists believe that is wrong to hurt or kill animals, because all beings are afraid of injury and death:

All living things fear being beaten with clubs.All living things fear being put to death.Putting oneself in the place of the other,Let no one kill nor cause another to kill.Dhammapada 129

So why there is still cruelty to animals?

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Take Me Out!!

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears!

You are constantly hurt and depressed...

No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you...

You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems...

But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say.

You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do,they're an endless river flowing...

You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away...

You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it.

Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains.

You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason.

Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you.

Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it.

Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :)

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Ignorance Is Bliss

Finally, I’ve managed to coerce myself to write. Though I may not know what nonsense might came up later, but I’m willing to try. Sometimes I feel like I have a phobia in writing. Graphophobia. Or is it a phobia of writing in public (Scriptophobia)? Whatever it is, I’ve managed to finished 5 sentences already, right? And fuck man, this does takes courage to do!! Hahaa..Reminds me of my favorite quote..“Courage is not the lack of fear but the ability to face it” by Lt. John B. Putnam Jr. (1921-1944).

The quote does come in handy during my sk8boarding years as I intend to learn new tricks that obviously need “balls of fury” to even attempt it. It sort of gives you the audacity to even try. Even though most of the time I end up eating dirt or landed on my ass, I still try to land the same trick the next day. And yes, sk8boarding is a state of mind. I do have my own way to overcome fear. “Don’t think about it”. That always works. The end result depends on the subject matter whether the thing you’re trying to attempt is good, bad or purely dumb. You can do everything you want on this, but I am not to be blamed for all the shameful stupidity that you guys do. Please, strictly no lawsuits against me. I can’t even afford to buy a 2nd hand Toyota Corolla GL to drift on.

Finished my 2nd paragraph. Hmm.I’m gaining momentum to continue my crap now. Its good to try something new. It opens up your mind. Whether it’s a good thing or not, that’ll depend on how you perceive things. I’ve never tried other Japanese food before (except sushi). A friend took me to this Japanese kiosk at the food court and encourages me to try the “I don’t know what it’s called” ugly eel with soy sauce and rice. It doesn’t seem very tasty to me but then again, and I quoted this from my friend “The uglier the fish, the better it taste”. So, I decided to give it a try. And you know what? I actually liked it! Haha. Also including the Green Tea that I ordered for the first time. I learned a lot that day. Don’t close doors for new opportunity to learn, share and experience.

I’m used to keeping things to myself. Not wanting to share my thoughts & views. I’d rather absorbed from other’s experience. There was a game I played in school. You have to list 5 of your friends and give them any color that suits that particular person. 4 out of 5 of my friends gave me black. The explanation is simple. Black represents something hard, unchangeable, extreme and taboo. I didn’t even ask them as to why they gave me black, but I think I understood. At that very moment, it didn’t even struck my mind that I have to change and give chances to my surroundings. Maybe my friends were trying to tell me something but I didn’t listen to them enough. My bad. I’m very slow at things sometimes. Now I’m regretting it. All the time wasted, being so confined in my own private sandbox, clicks, world.

Everything I do, everything that I listen to, every music I play, every chord I strum, every notes I wrote, every homework I did, every situation I encounter, I kept it to myself..Everytime I Die..heh!! I guess nobody understand my world except me. Sharing is taboo. It’ll let people find your weakness. I have weakness and I have to hide it. Its the thing I learn in my hostel. If not, people will go against you. Junior will disrespect you. Be flawless.Well, fuck boys school!!but then again..im just saying that because my life sucks. I love you, Anderson. To strive, to seek, to find & not to yield!!!

But now I think I’ve changed. Can’t stop from making statements. I’ve become a self-centered, ego, all about me SOB! Can’t seem to balance it. There’s no moderate for me. Extreme. Hmm..it describes the color black again. Just can’t help it. I love being ‘black’. Is there any way I could colour my world? Put some sunshine through the densely filtered window. Ahh..shit! I’m writing this down without even realizing that my blog background color is also black! I guess it’s true. I’m cursed. Bad karma is hunting me down. Ahh..who gives a fuck anyway. It’s like we’re in a system. Can’t turn it back. We have to follow; we are being programmed to see it only one way. By whom? It's our black tangled heart..

The paranoia of “no escape”. Escapism. Not wanting to deal with your problem. Not wanting to face your enemy, your fears. A quote from my friend, Joemaxx “escapism mudah!”….Btol bro, aku seorang escapist!! Give up, give up, and give up!! There’s no future, there’s no hope..

Defiance – No Future No Hope

there ain't no future and there ain't no hope

for humankind or change within the system

there ain't no future and there ain't no hope

in a fucked up system that takes your life away

there ain't no future and there ain't no hope

rules and regulations getting in our way

there ain't no future and there ain't no hope

the only hope and dream i have is to watch it all destroyed

(At the moment I’m writing this down, I’ve just finished listening to Defiance)

I miss the good old days. Not being held responsible to anything. No worries. Fuck the world. Pure ignorance. Whether they live or die, we don’t give a damn as long as we live, right? Have you thought of it that way? It’s hard being an adult. It comes with responsibilities. I don’t think I’m ready for any of this shit. But then again, maybe I’m just being emo..

Fingerprint (France)

Surrender

Answering all their questions without the least suspicion
Satisfying their desires without the least reaction
You exactly fit into the mold they have designed for you
Forced to be happy in a so artificial skin
You know you can’t fight back
You know they’re always right
Accepting their decisions without the least reflection
Forsaking your existence without the least resistance
You exactly fit into the mold they have designed for you,
You give up your life
You give up any sense of struggle
Decisions is not yours anymore
You hide through the masses
You have lost integrity
You haven’t risked your life
You have become a standard, numbered and quantified

Sumber lirik : Dipetik dari koleksi klasik Joe 69 Max

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